The day within me moves slowly, offering small moments of clarity amidst the confusion I often sit with. Why does what I see in front of me perplex me? Or maybe a better question is – why does that surprise or bother me? After all, did I think I understood it all? Hardly.
Yet I do have expectations of constant clarity, all the evidence of my decades to the contrary. Interesting - because I also know that I continually enjoy the obscure and the unexpected. Confusing...
I think what I want is the control that comes from me deciding when I am surrounded with paradox and when I just want to be delivered a simple straight answer. Yes, i know there's no such thing, that the more you look the more you see and that attracts complexity. So maybe that's why I'm always looking for the synthesis that doesn't oversimplify. Interesting insight, eh? I'll have to sit with that one...
There's something to be said for asking questions on a day of rest.
Blessings
Marco
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